I have not thought about Stellan every hour of every day since last Sunday when he entered the hospital.
I have not caught myself thinking about him many, many times when I hold my own Little A, only 2 months older than him.
I have not talked my husbands ear off nightly about Stellan, MckMama's blog, and SVT.
I did not coerce my Sassy into helping me make Stellan's name for the name gallery out of her precious cheerios. And, I did not make her wait patiently to photograph the name before I let her eat them.
I have not posted about Stellan this week... twice.
I have not said more prayers this week than I have in the past 5 years. Shame.
I do not wish more than anything that baby Stellan makes a miraculous turnaround... and quick. I do not wish the MckFamily the best.
The truth is, I wish nothing more than for Stellan's little heart to stop experiencing SVT. Pray. Pray. Pray. Hope. Wish. Whatever it is you do, please do it!
You can check out the gallery of Not Me! Mondays, Stellan Style here.